Friday, March 29, 2013

seed

love took root
I wondered from where
the seed had come

love took root
tenuous threads
spread far and deep
breaking earth
in quiet ceaseless
purposefulness

till one day
hardness crumbled
wounds blossomed
wild fragrances stole
my senses away

and then I knew
I was the seed
I am love





Wednesday, March 27, 2013

girl

 I talk sometimes
to a girl
whose heart is on fire

her fragility terrifies me
that the raging fire
might gobble up her bones
like thin tindersticks

I watch her tears flow
stop, flow again
I marvel how fire and water
live in the same house
together

I wonder for whom she cries
for love
slipping through her fingers
clever trickster that it is
or  her own lost self

a songbird
of parched throat
mourning her lost song

I want so much
to fold her in my arms
kiss her weeping head 
and say
girl, don't chase phantoms
all you seek
hides in you
until you know that
everything is a lie

I know
lost in her burning
she cannot hear me
so I hope and wait

for the fire to die
sweet waters to rain
on hard burnt soil
deep cracks birthing
tender green shoots







Monday, March 25, 2013

Stranger

We were just talking
of random things,
when he suddenly asked
How many people in your life know you?
I mean, really know you? Inside out?
Two or three, I answered.
That's a big number, he said.
I thought a bit. One,maybe. Or none?
He laughed.


********************

I don't really talk to strangers, I said
but I liked talking to you
though you are a stranger
or were one..
He laughed.

Holi !!

this year
I'll shed
greyness of long
this year
I'll throw
abstinence to winds
colour laden trees
around me beckon
this year
I'll wear 
colours on my soul !

Holi comes !!YAY!!

Thursday, March 21, 2013

whispers

fat dictionaries
full of words
yet no words
bridge you and me
din of voices
drowning out
hushed whisperings
of our hearts

light

my fire unlit
I went door to door
begging for warmth
begging for light

when doors slammed shut
to  darkness I turned
I kindled a spark
with my aching bones

I sit in my blaze
I am molten gold
all dross burnt to ashes
all shadows dispelled

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Fallen Flowers

These days, the streets of my city are littered with flowers. I see them wafting down from trees where they seem to be crowded for space. I find them there, on the sidewalk, on the street. Trampled, crushed,  browning, fading, they lie in the dust and grime. I try as much as I can, to avoid stepping on them, walking my way around them. I find in them, a certain poignancy. A few hours of glorious bloom and there  they are, on their way to dissolution. These flowers don't cling on to branches. They leave when their time comes. They dissolve into nothingness. The ephemeral, transient nature of beauty. I think, maybe, the twinge of grief I feel, is a creation of my mind. For them, in all probability, the coming into being and dissolving is all about joy.